Wooooooooooo, scary.
That’s about all I have to say on the subject, but I thought it couldn’t hurt to get into the spirit of things. I may even get myself a costume and head off into the dark of the night to obtain sweeties. Maybe not.
Much like my previous post, I am still pretty much blocked in more than one respect, but I want plough through any such difficulties and put some words down on paper (or the screen). My last post was a bit asinine and was cut down in its prime before I could really plunge into the realms of the pointless. This one is fast heading in the same direction.
I’m talking shit again….
Right, shut up and focus.
Today was my day off from work and I’ve started to realise that having a significant other is something I actually am starting to miss. It’s been a fair few months since I was last seeing someone, and whilst that did prove a little disastrous, I am beginning missing all the little intimacies that go with having a girlfriend. I miss just chilling (I could happily kill anyone who refers to this as ‘chillaxing’) at my place and cuddling up to watch a movie or spending the day out together just ambling about. Sure, there is a hell of a lot of things that being single does let me enjoy – meaningless sex for example – but I’m 31 now and all that shit seems to have somehow come to appear tedious and without purpose. It is still fucking enjoyable though…
I guess I’d like to meet someone, someone a bit kooky and with a sense of fun. Other than that I don’t really have any set criteria. A few posts back I sat down and thought about what I look for in a girl, but making such a list made me more aware of how much it’s best to view people you meet with an open mind – you’ve a much larger chance of meeting someone you like if you’re not bogged down by ill-advised parameters or set criteria. You’ll just end up not giving people a chance. I’ve always been a firm believer in the statement “you’ll meet someone when you least expect it” and that’s the way I expect this to go. It may be a fair while until I do cross paths with a girl who clicks my buttons and rocks my world, so I’ll stop worrying about until that day comes and then I’ll bore the fuck out of all and sundry with some posts about it.
Until that day.
In my headphones:
- Music’s My Love by Crazy P
- Smash It by Fuzz Townsend
- Testing by Subway
